My show is over. I will probably never see him again. It's for the best, but I just ... Really liked him, Grandpa. He's the first person to put Isaac completely out of my mind. How am I supposed to just move past that? I have to, & I will, but I am just ... It's a bit of a roller coaster. Most of the time I'm okay, but something reminds me of him & my heart skips a beat. Vicky said she thinks he likes me which is a feat because A. She hasn't met him. B. She does not want this to go anywhere. I just don't think she's right. I want her to be, but I can't imagine it ever happening. It also shouldn't happen. I adore him, I do, but it would be incredibly stupid to try. So I won't. Well, Grandpa I must go to bed. Please be with me. I'm trying to find my way in this ridiculous world. I need all the help I can get. I miss you. Give a kiss to Aunt & Grandpa S. for me.
Love,
Me.
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