Dear Grandpa,

Today was the big family get together & I guess I just couldn't stop thinking about how much you should be here. I teased Steve about his grey hair & I imagined you reproaching me about making fun of older men. I wish you were here. I want a grandpa & it's just really hard to think that I never got to have one. It's not your fault & it's not my fault. It was your time to go & I can respect that ... I just wish I could have gotten to know you. Everyone is always so sad that their grandpas have died but ... they're the lucky ones. At least they got to have the experience of having a grandpa. Mom wants the computer so I should probably go. Thanks for being an ear. I can't post on my other blog because a friend of mine reads them & gets super offended so ... yeah. I miss you a lot.
Love,

Me