Dear Grandpa,

Hey I've only got a little time, but I want to say hi & that I miss you so so so much. It's times like this when I think a little old man wisdom would do wonders for me but ... I don't have any wonderful old men to give me any advice. I still like Andy. A lot Grandpa & it really stinks because he hates my guts. All I want to do is run up to him & tell him everything & apologize but ... I don't think he even cares about me ... or even if he ever did ... Also Isaac is EXTREMELY attractive now & I could really see myself fall for him ... if I saw him more often, but I only see him once a year so ... yeah. My heart is half aching half brimming with happiness & it's the oddest feeling in the world. I just wish I knew what to do or what to say. I wish I weren't so afraid of being shut down. I could use a little sign from you telling me I'm going to be okay. I could use some lovin'. ;) I miss you & love you so much. Please give my other grandpa a huge hug from me.

Love,

Me.